_____ is the birthday of Coward _________, of California, he's __ _____.
This day is kind of a literal kick to my gut, because I am in horrible pain _____, with a night of trying to get comfortable to no avail. I've been on the receiving end of his foot, and fist, many times, way too many times. All those years ago, I was ignorant of how his physical abuse would effect me someday. He has left me with a spine that has bulging disks, and as my doctor told me, "the spine of an 80 woman, or in your case, that of one who was in a domestic violent relationship." A spine that cuts into my spinal cord, that causes my arms to go numb, my lower body to ache and that leaves me in constant pain. A neck that doctors want to fuse, so I'll never be able to turn it again. Being pushed out of moving car, thrown down stairs, kicked with strong legs will do that to you. The words and actions run almost deeper than the physical damage you've done as well, a jack ass of all trades for sure.
Fucking awesome!
I would love to go back to that young woman crying on the bed, to tell her to get the hell out NOW, that he will never change and most importantly it's not your fault and it's NEVER ok for him to hit you. No matter how mad he was, it's never ok. I can't go back, I can only go forward. Since the statue of limitations is over, I feel like I never got justice for what he's done. Honestly is there really anything that can make what he did to me ok? So on these pages I will fill them up with some of the wonderful things he's done to me. I will share what he's done to others as well, along with documentation and photos when I can, of crimes he's been charged with. Yes there were other's before and after me; quell surprise and abuser with other victims!? There's also the innocent victims as well, two babies. One I know he was the cause of early premature labor, the other, he forced the woman to abort. His victims are many, I will be their voices.
You Coward ____________-- are a monster, simply a monster.
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