Thursday, October 18, 2012

Coward of California's evangelist on morality


Clicking off the TV, because I was watching Bewitched, as you told me how it was evil because it had to do with magic, and magic is forbidden per the Baptist bible & beliefs.  LOL, ha, ha....I'm sorry I'm still laughing all these years later. You didn't want to me watch Bewitched, or use the word "fool" because it was wrong in gods eyes. I'm guessing you didn't get the memo that hitting women, pregnant women at times, cheating, lying, passing along STD's and being an all around dick was FAR worse then some stupid show and word?

Your self-righteousness is laughable. You're worried about a fucking show having an evil presence in your life? I guess having sex with minors is ok, if you say a prayer afterwards? WTF?

Wednesday, October 3, 2012

Coward of California, marries mother of the teen girl he pursued




You called to tell me about the girl you liked in your apartment, she was blond, young and 17.  This is your M.O. teenagers, young women you can take advantage of. You clearly show signs of ephebophilia  it's the primary or exclusive adult sexual interest in mid-to-late adolescents, generally ages 15 to 19. You're almost text book. The young girl isn't interested (probably because she's YOUNG and wants someone similar to herself) and you've grown weary you say of," all the chasing"...so instead you date her mother. To get close to the girl, and possibly the youngest of her daughter as well? You marry the mother, you marry the mother of girl you were sexually attracted to!

She knows about you, and your past and YET she still allows you near, and then even creates a child with you. I can't decide on who is more twisted?

Sunday, September 23, 2012

Chains that bind, broken by courage


There’s a point in your life when you have to own it. I know that Coward’s mother was at one time an alcoholic, a go-go dancer, and that his dad would beat him and his brother ███████ for, “what he was going to do that day.” I get it; you had a crappy childhood, worse than some and better than some too. We all have our issues, but what you do with the hand you’re dealt is the true measure of who you are. You choose to beat women, and to be a bully on many issues, at many times in your life. Instead of realizing what a horrible thing it was to have people you love hurt you both physically, mentally and emotioinaly and to just end the cycle, you kept it going. It takes courage to break the chains that bind us, when we all left you, we broke those chains. Yes, we all left you, every one of you main girlfriends, packed up, kicked you out, or walked away. I know this is a bone of contention with you, and you like to say you ended it with them. NO. Coming home to empty houses, your belonging put on lawns, leaving and joining the armed forces, going back to ex's IS leaving YOU. Bravo women, take a bow.

Saturday, September 15, 2012

And the Winner is.....



You once said to me "you will NEVER find someone who treats you the way I do!"

You are 100% correct, I have never met anyone who treated me like the way you did. I have never met a bigger, narcissistic, duplictious, abusive, sanctimonious asshole than you. You Coward of California, are the valediction of assholes; now take a bow.

Monday, September 3, 2012

Emotional Abuse in D.V., by the hands of Coward


"He may lock her out of her house or control her movements by taking her car keys or forcing her to quit her job."

--ANNE L. GANLEY, PHD





 
Being forced to quit your job, because if you loved him you'd put him first--is what he tells you. Your job cuts into his time where you give him attention, lord knows he needed that.  Not once did this happen to women/girls Coward dated, but TWICE! I’m sure there are more, I'm almost certain.  He made them quit their jobs because it took away from him. The people they worked with always knew he forced them to quit, they saw Coward for what he was and but out of fear they didn’t speak up. Sometime later, in some cases it was years it would be brought up that they knew it was him that made you quit. It still stings with humiliation all these years later.  Forcing you to do things is how he controls you, it's text book emotional abuse. Forcing you to suck him off because you pissed him off for something stupid, god it was always such trite stuff.  Holding your head down with tears running down your face, and making sure to hold your mouth on him when he came, because it was just another move of power, and how he asserted his control. To not greet him at the door, road, wherever you might be was a sign of disrespect. No matter that you had other things to do, you better walk to end of the god damn dirt road and sit on a fence post, in all seasons of weather to be waiting for him. No matter that you’re in the middle of cooking, or on the phone with someone, GET off-- the whine of his truck was near and that meant you best be there for him!  He was a charmer that, Coward of California…a snake charmer.
 

 

Sunday, September 2, 2012

Coward, your handy work is ever present!



 Bending over to pick a tomato out of my garden, my back froze and I dropped to my knees in pain. After weeks of hoping it was going to go away, and at the insistence of my physician, I got an MRI last week. Degenerated and bulging disks, along with arthritis are the diagnosis in my lower back. The MRI technician who took my images, asked me how I would have obtained this level of injury? Was I in a car accident, did I fall etc? I told her whilst looking into her eyes, "domestic abuse" I shook, and had to catch my voice from breaking so I didn't start to cry. She hugged me, and told me she was sorry. I know her words were sincere, and I took them to heart. What I thought about as my husband drove us home after the appointment, was how much I HATE Coward. I do not throw the word of HATE around lightly. I reserve it for the true monsters of the world. The child molesters, the people who beat children and animals and for those who beat their spouses/girlfriends/domestic partners. I hate Coward. I imagine it would be much easier to move on, if what his monstrous actions did to me, didn't affect my present life. Being told by your doctor to not go on the roller coasters at an upcoming vacation with your children, to never roller blade because one fall or that the jerking motion from the roller coaster could cause me to become vegetable. If getting out of bed didn't bring forth pain from my body all, damn, day, long, maybe I wouldn't hold such disdain for him. But I do, oh, I do. The MRI & X-ray technicians told me stories of taking the images of women who had come from domestic violent situations. That there were some like me, who thought that 10+ year old beatings, wouldn't have culminated to what was going on in their bodies today. How naive we all were, how naive most people are about this subject.

 
Get out NOW. Do not wait for him to say he’s sorry again. To get on his knees and cry…LEAVE NOW.

Thursday, July 26, 2012

Coward of CA, Court Docket of domestic Violence against ██████

You, Coward of CA are sick mother fucker. You had sex with a child, twice that I know of;  Here’s the link to the restraining order put out against you (Case # █████████████) .  Does anyone else need to take a bath, or want to have long talks with their teens girls about perverts named Coward of CA who works for ████ after reading this? A man who has had sex with minors, 16, 17 18 all while he was in his 20 & 30's!

Wednesday, July 25, 2012

Coward -- Woman Beater, Cheater, Liar, and all around dirt bag!

_____ is the birthday of Coward _________, of California, he's __ _____.

This day is kind of a literal kick to my gut, because I am in horrible pain _____, with a night of trying to get comfortable to no avail. I've been on the receiving end of his foot, and fist, many times, way too many times. All those years ago, I was ignorant of how his physical abuse would effect me someday. He has left me with a spine that has bulging disks, and as my doctor told me, "the spine of an 80 woman, or in your case, that of one who was in a domestic violent relationship." A spine that cuts into my spinal cord, that causes my arms to go numb, my lower body to ache and that leaves me in constant pain. A neck that doctors want to fuse, so I'll never be able to turn it again. Being pushed out of  moving car, thrown down stairs, kicked with strong legs will do that to you. The words and actions run almost deeper than the physical damage you've done as well, a jack ass of all trades for sure.

Fucking awesome!

I would love to go back to that young woman crying on the bed, to tell her to get the hell out NOW, that he will never change and most importantly it's not your fault and it's NEVER ok for him to hit you. No matter how mad he was, it's never ok. I can't go back, I can only go forward. Since the statue of limitations is over, I feel like I never got justice for what he's done. Honestly is there really anything that can make what he did to me ok? So on these pages I will fill them up with some of the wonderful things he's done to me. I will share what he's done to others as well, along with documentation and photos when I can, of crimes he's been charged with. Yes there were other's before and after me; quell surprise and abuser with other victims!? There's also the innocent victims as well, two babies. One I know he was the cause of early premature labor, the other, he forced the woman to abort. His victims are many, I will be their voices.

You Coward ____________-- are a monster, simply a monster.